Do you ever have thoughts that just try to consume your every thought, every move, every piece of your being? Does your mind ever play tricks on you? Do you try to let go and yet around and around you go...a vicious cycle. Like the ominous cloud hanging over you. You try to let go of things, forgiving does not mean you necessarily forget. You try to give it up to the One above, letting Him take over for you and yet all the while still wondering why the thoughts won't leave you... your worries, your fears, your hurts, your frustrations. Peace, just a moment of serenity is what you want. The loudness of the world humming around you makes it hard to find that balance of letting go and just being still.
Take a breath. Close your eyes. Let it go.
Really, how is it helping you to hold onto this thought cycle? It is not. He will take it on for you...